Why do I write?

Why do I write?

As I am penning down my thoughts,

I let myself go,

Drowning in my own reverie of words,

I let my soul guide the way through,

Writing down the unfulfilled fantasies,

The broken dreams, the secret hopes and longing,

Ah I let my soul show you pieces of me,

Telling you a story that was never told,

Writing down the unspoken words,

Writing gives me freedom,

It felt like my soul has been trapped inside for far too long,

Unbound myself from my own purgatory,

Slowly I feel a little bit alive,

It gives me courage, strength and above all it saves me from myself,

This is why I write.

Stay alive

This photo was mine, the infinity symbol for me represents endless possibilities. the symbol “;” represents the Semi Colon Project which aims to those who are/were struggling with self-harm, depression and suicide who could have stopped moving forward but didn’t.

The semi colon itself is a punctuation mark that your story is not over yet. There are times where I want to give up, more often than not, it’s a struggling battle and each day it will mentally, physically and emotionally drain you out. It never cease to exist and all we need to do is to reach out even when its hardest to do so, that shows that we have courage to stand and fight against it.

To those who we have reached out to, please don’t give up on us, we may push you away but don’t run away from us. We need help. Sometimes or most times, we just don’t know how to deal with ourselves. Our heads are filled with so much disturbing thoughts and we just don’t know how to deal with it. So please don’t give up on those who are fighting this battle to stay alive. Each day that you are there for us are more than enough and it’s what keeps us going. Small changes makes a bigger impact. Please know this that we are forever grateful and appreciate that you are here.

Thank you for everything. This serves as a reminder that my story isn’t over yet and so does yours 💙

The Journey Begins

This is where it all started for my freelance writing journey. I am still new at this and I have done tons of research to get started since the beginning of the year (but it’s not gonna stop there!)

I admit that I am clueless where to start but hey everyone gotta start somewhere first right? I was nervous (I still am!) to begin this new journey but to overcome this, I know I have to start on taking some action and so I did.

I have yet to build a portfolio about myself and honestly, I am clueless as to what I should write about myself, what I should sell myself on. One thing that I am sure of is that I a fantastic writer! I have always known that I am a good writer but I never really pursue a career into it because I don’t have the confidence to boost through it. I do have experiences in editing, writing articles and even help with cover letters as well. All these through professional setting and of course it is what I do on a daily basis as an administrator.

I have been writing frequently just last year. Writing has saved me from myself. I write to express my feelings, emotions and the experiences I have in the form of poetry. I began publishing it through one of my social media account and it has attracted readers and amazing writers. They were all supportive and sometimes I would have request to make a collaboration with them. I made new friends who are a gem to me as they have been very encouraging to me.

Why I wanted to start this journey on becoming a freelance writer? I have been encouraged by my friends (who have seen my work) that I should do this because they see me as a good writer and I should use this potential skill to good use. At first, I was skeptical to this approach and didn’t really want to do it. This idea was already seeded into my brain and it grew onto me to try it out. So i began my research. The more I dig in, the more I am intrigued to give this gig a try.

I am the type of person who loves to take up challenges because I like to see the sets of skills and abilities I have for the benefit of helping others as well as helping myself. I like to go the extra mile of helping others for the sake of their positive development and I feel that through writing, it helps a lot.

So with this, my journey to freelance writing begins.

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton